finally put the rudiments of this site together. i kind of lost some sleep last night fumbling with the code and spent all day kind of useless and groggy. it's a good first attempt given that i went straight into Making The Thing instead of going over the basics of html first. later, i'll figure it out later.
march to me is one of the most precious months. the way it gets noticeably brighter outside and the warmer afternoons and the first leaves of the year all make me feel like i am back in the real world again. nothing feels as real in winter, not after three to four months of nondescript grey weather and hibernation. now i am nearly brought to tears by warm air and blue skies. never before has a winter felt so long as this year. my perception of time only seems to get worse and i can only live in the most immediate present, unable to correctly recall most of the past or realistically predict any future; it's as if i'm lacking a whole dimension, a circle trying to imitate a sphere.